The author of this story is also the hero, who is an amazing child who faced all his difficulties to shine up in the sky like a star. He believes in his dreams and his abilities. He is smart, intelligent, and distinguished.
He has made a clear path in his life, and he considered his weakness as well as his strengths to point towards achieving his goals and to be like his idol.
He simply decided he is happy to be himself, and happy to be like his idol.