I Am Not Myself | Austin Macauley Publishers
I Am Not Myself-bookcover

By: Shatha Mohammed

I Am Not Myself

Health, Lifestyle & Fitness
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To the sovereign of despair who shattered my peace, Dear Mr. Ancient Sadness, this is for the endless nights and the weeping of my dreams. Disguise no longer serves any purpose; I am utterly spent, with every shred of my being weary. My facade can no longer sustain a role in this drama, nor does the notion of living appeal to me any longer. I am utterly weary. Let us simply succumb now, before I do. What will endure are the letters I penned in moments of yearning for escape, the words that bear witness to every goodbye I’ve ever uttered. To you, I dedicate all my farewells.

لسيد اليأس الذي اقتحمَ هدوئي،
لعزيزي سيِّد الحزن العتيق،
لكل الليالي البائسة ورثاءً لأحلامي!
لَم يعُدْ يُجدي التَّنكُّر بعدَ الآن؛ فأنا وبكُلِّ ما تبقَّى لي مِن عقلٍ مُنهكٌ..
لَم يعُدْ مَظهرِي خلَّابًا لأتقِنَ دورًا مَسرحيًّا..
ولَم يَعُدِ العيشُ خيارًا يروقُ لي..
سَئِمْتُ..
فقَط لنسقُطَ الآن.. قَبَل أنْ أسْقُط!
لَن يبقَى مِنِّي سِوى أحرُفي الَّتي كتَبتها فِي أوقاتٍ تمنَّيتُ فِيها الرَّحِيل..
سَتبقَى فقَط كلِماتي الَّتي تشْهدُ على كُلِّ لحظاتِ الوداعِ الَّتي حظيتُ بِها
لذَلك.. إليكُم كُل وَداعي
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