I have committed the most terrible things in my life… Is there any way to escape?
Will you forgive?!
Did I betray my friends, did I turn my back on people closest to me, did my sins destroy me?
It is your remorse haunting you; in the end, you failed in everything you wanted to achieve...
It's all clear now - it is my friend who betrayed me and let me down, the only one who turned his back on me.